I told you my heart’s leaning towards you, a little more than I knew something was scaring you.
Is it too much or too fast or too forward?
Should I step back and pretend I don’t feel this way?
I don’t wanna tell a lie, I don’t wanna have to hide.
I tried not to fall so far for you, now I can’t get away from anything you say.
You make me feel nervous and stupid whenever I tell you I’m tired of playing games.
I don’t wanna tell a lie, I don’t wanna have to hide.
Oh, I can’t stay here wonderin’ if you want me.
It’s on the line I’ve waited for a sign,
I see it in your eyes , I know you really feel the same.
I need to know if I should raise or fold, my heart is stuck on hold
I wanna know which way to go.
I can’t love alone.
► Name ➔ Jolanda ► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ Why, yes of course! ► Are you single ➔ No ► Are you happy ➔ Yes, very! ► Are you bored ➔ A teeny bit ► Are you sad ➔ No ► Are you Italian ➔ No. I am half dutch blood. ► Are you German ➔ No
► Birth Place ➔ Jakarta, Ind ► Hair Color ➔ Dark brown/black ► Eye color ➔ Dark brown ► Birthday ➔ october 19 ► Mood ➔ Tired ► Gender ➔ Female ► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty ► Summer or winter ➔ Summer ► Morning or afternoon ➔ morning
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE ► Are you in love ➔ Yes, in love with God and in love with the one God has set for me. ► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ Well, if that includes God, yes.
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ Haven’t been in a past relationship ► Have you ever been hurt ➔ Yes ► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ Yes ► Are you friends with your ex ➔ well, yes. ► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ No ► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yes ► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Maybe? I have no clue. You tell me! ;3 ► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ Yes
TEN CHOICES ► Love or lust ➔ Definitely love. ► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Iced tea, oh yum! ► Cats or Dogs ➔ Dogs. ► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ A few besties. ► Television or internet ➔ Internet. ► Pepsi or Coke ➔ PEPSI, ALL THE WAY! ► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Romantic night in ► Pink or purple ➔ Purple ► Day or night ➔ Night ► IM or Phone ➔ Phone
TEN HAVE YOU EVER ► Been caught sneaking out ➔ No ► Fallen off the stairs ➔ Yes :p ► White water rafted ➔ No ► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ No ► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ No ► Prank called a store ➔ No ► Skipped school ➔ Yes ► Wanted to disappear ➔ Yes
TEN PREFERENCES ► Smile or eyes ➔ Smile ► Light or dark hair ➔ Dark ► Fat or skinny ➔ You are perfect the way you are, m’dear! I take any size. ► Shorter or Taller ➔ I prefer taller. ► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ Intelligence causes attraction. (; BUT, it’s all in the heart. ► Jock or Nerd ➔ Well, he’s a bit of both so both! :D ► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Relationship. ► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor.
LAST ► Last Phone Call ➔ no one ► Last phone call you received ➔ mom ► Last person you hung out with ➔ Family ► Last thing you ate ➔ bread, gotta have that good stuff. (; ► Last thing you drank ➔ mineral water ► Last site you went to ➔ Tumblr ► Last place you were ➔ Living room
RELATIONSHIPS ► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ Yes. ► When was your last relationship ➔ I plan to only have my first relationship be my first and last. ► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ No ► Do you still love them ➔ No ► Do you like someone right now ➔ I love him. He’s a sweet, Godly man.
FAMILY ► Do you and your family get along ➔ Yes ► Would you say you have a “messed up life”➔ No I don’t. Though my family goes through hardships, it is a blessing to go through it with them. I am truly blessed with the best. ► Have you ever run away from home ➔ No ► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ haha should i answer it? ► If so, how long ➔ -
FRIENDS ► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ No ► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ Yes ► Who are/is your best friend(s) ➔ vivi, yessy, lisa. ► Would you die for them ➔ - ► Who knows everything about you ➔ The One who created me, GOD! <3
It’s been 2 weeks from that our serious commitment,
I feel like a year already.
intinya sebenernya mau nyampah aja sih di salah satu tmpt yg bisa gw tulis2 panjang lebar.. kalo twitter kan trbatas tuh yah…
Hmm well actually I don’t have any word to say.
But I don’t know, I just overthink about everything and I feel so scared..
I scared to lose you
I scared I can’t be the best
I scared at the end it’s not like the way we expected
I scared you will be with someone else someday
I scared I can’t prove to my mom that we’re worth it
I scared we’re both tired and give up of everything
I scared of everything that could happen beyond my mind
bahkan untuk sekedar rayain ulang tahun aja gw ga bs, untuk ibaadah keluarga juga ga bisaaa… Temenin cari sepatu kesukaannya pun ga bisa…
Kdg gw ngerasaa ga bisa dibanggain sm sekali…
I feel like……………… nothing
Bener2 ada diujung tanduk untuk nyerah.. tp udah setengah jalan…
Bener2 kalo bukan Tuhan yg buat gw bertahan, siapa lagi?
keep the faith ola, don’t give up !
Stay strong and keep him in your prayer
You’ll be fine at the end.
“There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time to war and a time for peace.”—Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 (the Bible)
“Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.”—Harriet Tubman (via ithinkyoumatter)